Sunday, 7 February 2010

Regret?

Posted by Bee at 2:53:00 AM 0 comments
someone ask me how is it possible to forget or not regret something?
i guess it depend on how serious the memory is and on the individual...
for i think if u regret something then u just going to keep living in the past...

but i guess somethings are harded to forget than others...
there are times when u just wish that u could turn back time because there nothing u can do to reduce the regret...
i, myself has a big regret which i think i will never get over ...
but i try not to think about it....... because the more u think about it the more u ask WHY and Wonder how things would be.......

and wasting time on thinking about the past is just useless.....
i learnt at a young age that life is unpredictable, so live it too the fullest! and dont look bad on ur regrets!

especially if it was a love confession.... liking someone is not something u can control... it just happens~ and taking the courage/risk and confessing takes guts and whether the answer us good or bad... they should be no regrets..
because first.....
u took a chance! and that takes a lot of courage to do!
second....
be happy that u confessed.. instead of hiding ur feelings and regret it in future!
third...
just think u are one step closer to finding ur lover ;]

anyway.. my friend.... u can only regret something... if it worst than mine! haha
no excuses!.... believe in ur decision! haha dont dwell in the past!

Sunday, 31 January 2010

OH PLEASE。。。!!

Posted by Bee at 11:21:00 PM 0 comments
so i've been watching the series Cougar Town and man... it GREAT! its hilarious and so embarrassing a time that i makes u feel better XD i recommend it!

anyway moving on to the main topic...
Have u ever realized that in most American movies when the guy wants a girl they often have this theory of making them jealous to see if they feel the same way by say... flirting with the girl's best friend or actually asking them out... and im just curious.......~
In REAL life does that ever work or has anyone tired it? and being a asian.... i have no idea how this would work... i mean... yeh the girl will get jealous but often i think girls hide that pretty well
and i mean if their best friend also likes u then ur screwed? coz she will prob encourage ur her friend and hence prob give up on u~...
and another thing girls always take things to seriously... and make a big deal out of little things.... hence she will think u like her friend.....
FURthermore... i think most westerners have this girl code which is~ dont date ur friends ex.... unless u have permission~ or something anyway so if u do date the bff haha it GG for u!!

for me i think the asian ways may be more logical~
i mean the jealous thing is way too comfusing, i mean if u want to know if she likes u just ask? i mean take risk! BE A MAN! lol

anyway this is me signing out =]

Sunday, 24 January 2010

WHY? fudge that

Posted by Bee at 7:33:00 PM 0 comments
Honestly why do other people's opinions matter so much?
Who cares what they call u
YOUR OWN OPINION matters the most!! if u constantly allow these comments to affect u then u are obviously gonna hate urself!
is what i tell myself every time but everything people says just ends up stabbing my confidence!
Have u ever felt like ur going to break down coz u cant take anymore? u just want to scream everything out? well..... ummm that was me today...and in fact climbing to the hill top and scream everything out helps haha~ feel much better now...
i mean.....

Fudge:
you for not believing me when i didnt do anything! Accuse me all u fudging want! i dont give a fudge!
YOU for always paying me out!
You for a using me!
everything!

Cause at the end of the day all that matters is how u feel about urself! hence the other day when i was watching a show the other day, i loved this Quote "to succeed, u have to learn to love urself"
and now my goal is to appreciate myself and be happier,,,,

Saturday, 23 January 2010

DOOOOOOM

Posted by Bee at 3:41:00 PM 0 comments
why am i doomed? ^ well my friends sweared on my life with a lie so im gonna die soon =] nice knowing u all

i HATE u PETER and MARTIN!!!!!

anyway...... i honestly dunno what to blog about....im really out of inspiration right now.......

i really wanna see the movie NINE~ it won 5 awards at the golden globe or something and it has an amazing cast!..
PLUS it a musical <3 <3

here the trailer...





um..... ill blog more later haha =S
thats all

Sunday, 10 January 2010

Wish for better things。。。

Posted by Bee at 1:55:00 AM 0 comments
i hate my life! its so gay~ honestly
nothing good happens.....
honestly i believe i have the worst luck ever!!
hence this year i wish for better things!
actually...............i dont wish i will make it happen >=[

i will save up and get a freaken car!
will totally ace photography!
so gonna get a wide angle and fisheye lense!!!
talk less and avoid peoples problems...... as it always seems to get my into trouble or gets me accuse of telling secrets when i didnt.....(im so not gonna get over it soon)
get my p2
get an avg of no less then a credit!
reduce spendings =S
and most of all stop thinking about nonsense!! i honestly think too much!

anyway..............i guess writing it down means i might actually stick to it haha
=S..........stressed already!

NEw BEGIN! Start now....... aja aja FIGHTING!

Sunday, 3 January 2010

Randoms~

Posted by Bee at 9:14:00 PM 1 comments
ok if u remember a few post back i posted videos about 100 facts about guys, which was 5 videos done by a guy called david, whos youtube channel is
stillnotdavid anyway it been a while since i watch anything else by him
so i was bored and went on his channel

and there was this video of him compare girls to pokemon which is pretty funny and
it all works haha... it hard to describe so i guess just watch it for urself



o recommend u to watch valentines day too =]~ his video pretty funny and they actually make sense


so anyway he recently and by recently i mean less than a yr ago
posted a video on 20 facts about girls



and it kinda like....... party true i rkn
but i wasnt paying much attention at what his say~~ more on his eyebrows!!~did he pluck them?

anyway yeh check him out

so i've been watch this krn variety show call infinite challenge and i rkn it pretty funny
i really like it and my stomach hurts so much sometimes
i showed it to a friend and his just like =____= so maybe it only funny to some people
but i recommend u to check it out!

----

ever felt like ur always been accuse of something you didnt do? i get that often at work i dunno why but when everyone else denies it and i deny it somehow i still get the blame.....=______________=;;; i dont mind if i get blamed if i do it but it the fact that i got blamed with no prove or fact!
that one thing that annoys me a lot bcoz no matter how hard u explain it theres always that doubt and it just very frustrating......
and yes the start to the year was CRAP!

Friday, 1 January 2010

New Year New Beginings =]

Posted by Bee at 10:03:00 PM 0 comments
by now the whole world is in the year of 2010~ so
Happy NEW YEAR~
and with the new year i hope to leave all the bad memories behind and keep the good memories in my head haha~

i like to think with the new year comes a new begin~so bring it! haha
i hope this year i can improve on photography skills and produce better pictures~
i wish i will be able to save up for a car by the end of the year!
also less consumption of food HHAHAHA *blushes*
um.... also to ... kkkkk aiyo~ u should know lo keke
anyway............hopefully i stick to it!
O also must get into a habit to filling out a journal haha ><~

la di da di da~ i also hope my lucky will improve haha~ sigh.....

but enough about me...

i wish everyone a HAppy and Healthy new year~
may it be filled with laughter haha =D
i hope everyone will find that someone speical =D keke and have a yr full of LOVE=]
*fingers crossed haha*

keep smiling, be safe and have fun =]

Saturday, 26 December 2009

big bang Pardoy

Posted by Bee at 3:11:00 PM 0 comments
So i was bored out of my mind after finished youre beautiful so was checking out some big bang parody~~ LOL

so funny
this one of Boys Before Flowers lol it so cute LOL





LMAO top: SHIT >.>.. lol so cute haha

ending background song~ haha krn version of the taiwanese song Qing Fei De Yi

Coffee Prince Pardoy
lol so funny





LMAO top always says shit
LMAO at the ending haha gdragon so CUTE haha


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